sometimes i feel as though i'm the cause of my own stress. other times , i feel like other people & situations play their role in the reason why i stress more than i should.
i want this week to fly right by me , and of course , i want the weekend to go by very slowly.
finals next week. = more stress .
everytime i stress over something , i always look forward to something better.
like for instance, this week will probably be stressful - only because of school.
my boyfriendddd is comin' home this weekend :D
( even though he "doesn't wanna spend that much time with me" lol ) & that's what's keeping me from going insane & coo-coo over school & everything else on my plate.
oh & speaking of plates, i haven't really eaten anything today,
which doesn't surprise me at all. * no , i'm not anorexic, i just hardly ever feel like eating *
i don't eat very much.
i'm really tired. despite the fact that i had a two hour nap , interrupted by kam , who just decided to up & text me lol. i didn't mind thoo.
i'm ready for the next stage of my life,
so i can leave all of this behind.
i just hope that i turn my words into actions.
i need to find some undiscovered talent that i have, something amazing.
that'll take forever. i know it.
it just dawned on me that at the end of the day, all the money in the world won't buy you a thing.
i don't know why i just thought of that.
maybe because i'm feeling materialistic , & i really can't afford to be.
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