"i'm here to catch you when you fall. i'm here to answer when you call. i'm your hero."

*currently listening to this imeem miguel playlist*
it's funny how some of these songs *like "hero" for example.*
(& the whole john legend - evolver album)
remind me of him.
i like that song. & i remember him saying, "this is my favorite miguel song."
& i think that from now on , miguel songs will remind me of him. this can be a good or bad thing. we'll see.

i keep forgetting that we're still in the beginning of our relationship. *considering the fact that it started almost three weeks ago. we're still getting to know each other, even though we already think we know so much. we're learning each other's "buttons", and that in itself is a very important thing.

now that i've given it some thought, i guess a few weeks "away" from each other would do us well. that way, one particular aspect of our relationship won't remain as our MAIN focus.
last night i made it seem like i was confused about it. i'm just not finished analyzing, i guess.
i don't want to rush anything, that's the main thing. even though, i've already messed that up. oh well , we'll see what happens over winter break.

and on another note ,
there are other ways *other than physical* that a couple can express their love for one another.

and this particular thought keeps swimming through my mind :

i want this relationship to last.
i don't wanna spend time adjusting to another .. for nothing.
i've already attached myself in some sort of way.
especially since i'm used to his attention.

i'm glad i decided to give him a chance, even though i was done with guys.
i never thought i'd feel the way i do now.