thought congestion ,

it's funny how things change , but then again , i don't think anything ever stays the same . preventing things from happening is definitely out of my power ,
especially when i never know *for sure* what's next to happen .

during the past few days , i've noticed rapid change -both positive & negative-
& i'm unsure of what to do about both sides of this situation.
should i just let things be , and let things go as they may?
i think so . . .
i want this to work , just as much as i want this to last a while .

maybe i need some time to think .