something I'm not quite aware of.

I don't know what it is about our conversations that have me looking forward to them,
but it's something.. Something I'm not quite aware of.

I really have to be careful & cautious about the people that I associate with.
& also the ones that I call my friends.
That can affect a lot of things.

Right now,
I wanna do something casual, & relaxing;
such as: watching a movie, writing an essay of a different topic, sleeping?, conversating with someone, etc.
I don't know what I should do though.
I need to do something before I keep eating.
I didn't eat breakfast or lunch, which explains my appetite.

I'm in the need of something.
something I'm not quite aware of.
& currently, surprisingly, it's not attention.