people change. I'm just getting used to it.

thought texting you would do some good for these urges of wanting communication between us two, but that only left me more confused than before..
why can't I just get over you & accept the fact that things are different now, and won't be like they were before?
maybe that's because you filled my head with too much.
idk. my brain hurts. i'm so freakin' confused.
I need someone to talk to mann.
where are my reliable friends at?
going through my cellular contacts I couldn't find that one person worth bothering in this time of need.
I'm still waiting for that dependable friend.
The one who actually wants to listen.
Aaron still never called. Day #3.
That nigga talkin' about we need to talk. lol.
I guess we don't?
College people are busy I guess, so I'm not trippin'.
Sleep is my solution for everything.
Whenever I'm mad or confused, or stressed -all of that,
I just sleep to get away from it all.
Or write.
Which I'm doing now.
People change. Dramatically.
I'm just getting used to it.