get it together ;

102508. mental break ,
once again , not taking calls from anyone , texts either .
i also just realized that I need a break from one of the main causes to
my worry & tension ,
the cause that lives inside my own home .
the cause that just caused me to shed a few pointless tears

I still have things to do .
The list isn't getting any smaller .
Thank you cards to write up , not by my choice ,
but my mothers enforced demands .
I need to find them first .

At least tomorrow will be worthwhile.