how you're hurting me.

you really don't understand .
anything from how it feels to fall hard for someone ,
to expect the upcoming hurt ,
(but pay those "precautions" no mind , because you like how it feels to be loved ,
to be in love.)
all the way up to forgiving someone
that makes a lesser amount of mistakes than you do.
no , you don't understand.

you don't know how it feels
to love someone & not want to let them go.
i wish you could understand .
then you could take some of the weight of this broken relationship off my shoulders.

if I were a guy , i'd have the capability of thinking in a similar way that you do.
therefore , preventing myself from making the mistake of falling for you.
i'd been aware of what was to happen in this present time .

i want you to feel
what I feel,
i want you to hurt
like I do.
so you can see
how much you wouldn't like it.
so you can see..
how things are for me.

i want you to see how I view you ,
through my eyes .
i want you to step foot into my shoes ,
to see how you're hurting me.