somersaults.

you're the last thing i think about at night
before I close my eyes,
& you're the first thought in my mind
when I awake.
i miss having [all] of you in my life.

Of all & every chance I get to
converse anything with you ,
I take full advantage.

my heart does somersaults at the sight of you .
my whole day suddenly becomes better .
all negativity fades away,
my smile seems brighter,
it stretches farther
& overall, i become
a much happier person.


aside from that,
today was obviously
better.. lol.
staying after school wasn't all that bad. *half smile*
i currently have a headache forming,
& this time it's not from stress.
at least, i think it isn't.
i wanna go out to eat sometime this weekend,
but I forgot,
we're cutting back on that.
psht, we'll see how long that lasts ,
but out of consideration, i won't ask to go.
i wanna go shopping too.
but at the risk of not finding anything,
i won't ask to do that as well.
I'm getting used to this "being single, not talking to anyone at the moment"
kinda thing.
but as long as I can dream, i'll be fine.

waiting for the convectional oven to fill with 375 degree heat ,
& for my pizza to transform from frozen to "all done".

in the midst of this weird feeling,
something in the air feels
promising.