appletree.mp3 ,

i've been in pain ALL day long .
i figured that'd be the perfect start to this entry .
reason being ;
I'm STILL in pain.
everything making me feel sick
is bottled up inside of me ,
with no way out .
i might go to school tomorrow , & just leave before third period .
i'll get the semi-important classes out of the way .
the classes that would give me make-up work .
ilove neosoul music.
i can't wait until I get my new ipod .

"See I picks my friends like I pick my fruit
My Ganny told me that when I was only a youth
I don't walk around trying to be what I'm not
I don't waste my time trying to get what you got
I work at pleasin' me
Cause I can't please you
and that's why I do what I do
My soul flies free like a willow tree
dooweedooweedoowee ,
And if you don't want to be down with me,
then you don't want to pick from my apple tree ."
-appletree (Badu)

"that smile" fell upon my face today ,
as a result to the sight & words of a certain someone .
we conversed a speck of a conversation .
my "fix" of attention for today ,.

i have a craving for something
that i'm not aware of .

it's really sad how
my school is sooo dirty .
ants crawling on the toilet seats ,
roaches in the soap dispensers , crawling about the floors .
disgusting isn't it .

i'm almost certain that we're going to Famous Daves tomorrow.

gahhhhhhhhhhh ,
i have sooo many thoughts ,
that you possibly couldn't care to know .