realistically,

time for a quick one.
gotta get this stuff off my chest.

i don't know how many times this same situation has run through my mind. i still haven't come to the right conclusion of what's best. should i just give you your own time & space to get past it? or should i just try & act like it never happened? *exhale* idk..
i didn't think you would react this way.
& realistically, i never thought we'd be back at it again after before.
& that's why i didn't think it would matter.
but it does now.
so im stuck wondering;
what to do.
a million apologies don't work.
i don't know what will.

deep down, you're still mad, but then you're still the same 'ol you.
*if you know what i mean.