Need you bad.

Charae's all week.-fun. This weekend should be very interesting. & hopefully much more fun than expected. I wanna go see mirrors "today". Might do that. It's 1:05, i should be sleep. Maalik prolly called me back by now, phone's upstairs. Lemme go grab it. Hold a sec.

*Interlude*

Alrighty, im back. Just a lil "text" from Jamal. i'll reply later. the alcohol in the fridge, isn't strong like the 'rents tried to make it seem. It was great. lls. me & the bestest are going to school together after all. *smile* I'm gonna sleep good "this morning". It's funny how a lot of unexpected things happen in my life, good & bad. I'm tired, but I got a lot on the brain that needs to be expressed. I wanna paint something that basically shows what's going on in my mind. Sarah's page made me think of that. It's sort of hard for me to enjoy these teenage years, when I think so much about the future & my present choices & decisions & how they will impact my future. I like Jasmine Sullivan's song "Need you bad", minus the introduction to the song. I favor this part:

"if i had you back in my world,

i would prove that i could be a better girl.

if you let me back in,

i would sho'nuff never, never let you go again.

i was so foolish to ever leave your side,

searching for what was right before my eyes.

it was me who didn't realize

'till it was gone but now i know i need you in my life."

& i agree.

ponder that, my love.

i gotta make sure my camera works, since it was dropped. =/ not by me. the guy in chickfila kept staring at me. Ohkay, i'll admit, my hair was a lil on the wild side, *laughs*, but it was still presentable. Beside the point, I just realized that I worry too much, just about stupid stuff. Since Jakari CLAIMS the world is coming to an end, i need to live it however i choose. well, according to _ , you know. Never did figure out who my mystery texter/caller was. Don't care anymore. Dumbass boy. Ignorance is very unattractive. This negro buggs me, claiming he knows me, & then tries to spit to my bestfriend. lol. wow.

My blogs are always extraaaaa long. lol. just like i like em. (do me a favor, & remove your mind from the nearest gutter). haha, thanks. I didn't talk to any of my dailies today. -except for Sarah & Maalik, & now bascially Lewis, i guess. btw, someone becomes consider a "daily" if i talk to them basically everyday. Jamal just used this phrase, "just staying breezy", you can tell he's not from around here. bout to hit up facebook, do my nightly routine.

& hit the bed.

i'll talk to you a lil later my dear reader.

Tah Tah for Now.