8.03.2008

positively sure, instead of unsure.

my stomach's hurting currently. me & turkey gravy are no longer friends. I've been thinking lately, about a lot. for instance, the thought that just floated around in my head was that the people in my life aren't really benefiting me. [some! not all.] i repeat, not all. just the people i know already. "my best friends". i need people that'll help me & be there for me. this is my life, so no I'm not asking for too much. i wish i could be as careless as someone i know. i wish i could just let people go, cut them off, like i want to. girls are really irritating. they're "uncool with each other" one minute, then the next they're taking pictures together. what the fuss man?

I'm beginning to gradually understand the male species. i probably won't ever completely understand them, but i know a bit.
i hate always having to be reassured about things. it clears confusion. &always makes me feel better. but i would just like to be positively sure, instead of unsure.
i wish i could erase the part of my memory that reminds me of everything that constantly worries me, concerning my past.

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