1.05.2010

relationshippppsss ?

My last "real relationship" was in the eighth grade ,
mind u of how young we both were
therefore suggesting the fact that neither of us needed to be involved in anything "serious" or the prototype of a serious relationship .

Between then & now have been very few *short* relationships ,
& if we weren't officially in a relationship , we were "talking" like we were in one.

I started to believe that there aren't many guys out there that want to be "tied down" in a relationship . . but my current boyfriend proved me wrong the day he told me that he wouldn't mind being in one .

I think that as of now , I have the wrong idea of how a girlfriend should be & how a boyfriend is supposed to be .
I'm not supposed to have expectations , but I have a few ideas .

Stepping back & analyzing my relationship , I can say that my ideas aren't precise .

I wanna know what he wants from me .
-what he expects , & what I can do to make him happy , while maintaining a healthy relationship , so I can work on doing that .

I wanna know what his view of a girlfriend is ,
& how he thinks a relationship should work .

I wanna know what he thinks period . .

I'm guessing that my main assumption was that a boyfriend is supposed to "baby u" in a sense , but I guess I was wrong .
Maybe that was only acceptable when I was in my younger relationships .

Yeaa , I think that's it .

I've seen one relationship like the one I have in mind & that was in a movie .
Apparently reality's different .

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