this jersey just got colder..

-mayday parade.

i don't know why i feel like this all of a sudden.
these past few days or weeks, i've been happier than usual.
& now, all of reality just came pouring into my mind.
everything that could ever cause me to worry
about this future,
just captured my thoughts.
& that's basically what im thinking about right now.
i don't know why i scare myself thinking of the future.
i guess it's because im not really used to change.
years or months ago, i would have never predicted any of this.
old friends are gone. missing in action. gone for good.
newfound love.
new school.
more & more judgements of people
that lack knowledge of everything im about.

my past is getting blurrier,
as my future's getting brighter.