yada-yada-yada;

Currently: irritated. again... I can't wait til I get legal man! lls. I can make whatever choices I want. I can go where I choose, go where ever with whomever I choose, & etc. My mom gets so judgemental of all my guy friends, thinking they all want to "trap me" basically into having sexual relations with them. wth? I have good enough discernment of people. At least, I think so. Then, it annoys me how she doesn't remember any of my friends, like for instance, the ones I even introduce her to. Then today she pulls the, "you have to spend time with me! you need to be with your family. don't take us for granted, tomorrow is not promised" excuse. Heard it all before. I told her that once I get my car, I'm gone. Point Blank. Then I hate how with my dad I have to remain cautious all the time of what I say & do, & how I say & do those things because every [little] thing causes him to explode. & he claims that when he gets angry, he has to strength of three people. Which isn't a good thing to tell your child. So basically he could hurt me, seriously, if he wanted to. I don't know what it is but I like when he yells at me. The fight in me, comes out then. & all this energy powers up & fills me. & I let every single frustration & anger that's inside of me out on him. & it feels good. I know people say tresure the time you have now, while your parents are paying the bills, buying you food, providing, yada-yada-yada; but I really want to just be 18 already. Idk why. Plus I won't have people saying I look older than I am then. I'll just look my age. =)

VBS tomorrow. & all week. That should be interesting...
6:00-6:30-Dinner. Pssh, not for me. That nasty crapp.
6:30-7:00-Physical Activity. Since When? We usually take an hour to eat, & socialize anyway...
7:00-9:00-Class. Wow, we still get a snack at the end right?
Pretty looking forward to it, just to get out of the house.
What if I wear shorts? Think they'll get mad? =)
-& they all call me the rebel. ha!

I gotta start my summer homework for my classes tomorrow...
Should be easy, right? Idk...

We're getting Cierra back tomorrow. I felt bad that she went home. & she has bi-polar disorder, so I'm just happy that she didn't get angry that she couldn't stay at my house or Jessica's.
I'll be happy when we get a new home. Most likely, I'll probably have my own home & dorm/apt. before then...

I wanna start drivin for real, who cares about gas expenses. I'll just get me a real good job.
lls. i know it aint that easy, chill. sheesh...

Chani just made me smile. =) She sent me a comment saying: I love yhu!
I love my cuzzo.

Woody siced me today. Thanks sonn.
I'm his hero now. =)
I think...

Oh lord, text from cuba.