craze . . .

& just to think,
I was actually gonna leave the house this morning with this portion of a shirt & a cardigan on,
It's freezing out here.
& due to the fact that I've ran out of sanity,
I'm choosing to sit in the cold , as opposed to going inside where it's warm.
This trench coat looking jacket isn't enough to withstand this amount of windiness.
No gloves , no hat , no scarf .

Just my luck ,
I have to babysit tonight.
Yuck.
From 630 to 830.
Doesn't seem that long , but in all actuality , with those kids ,
That's a LIFETIME.
Previously, whenever I would babysit them, I'd talk to a bestfriend or my current lover the WHOLE time. Just so they wouldn't bug me to death . . . well , as much.

I think I'll have to talk to someone other than him, since he'll probably be busy doing whatever.

& on that note,
My newest interest hasn't texted me back since before my first class started.
I found out a few more things about her earlier.
Very interesting things.

A few days ago, she told me that her mother's a lesbian & that her father's a "faggy".
Two homosexual parents would more than likely produce a homosexual child.

Aside from the fact that her parents are both homosexual,
We have too many similarities. & some differences.

She told me that she hates my kind , because of bad experiences.
But since I'm "cool" , she doesn't mind.

Go figure.

*& by the way, if you're close to me then you should be able to figure out what "my kind" refers to.*

& I'm still wondering if you can love someone , & at the same time , accept what you are? I'm facing that.

Call me confused.
Go ahead . . .

Say it.