re-do .

I don't know why I just randomly felt like deleting all of my previous posts ..
i don't know why i feel like starting over .

I went from writing almost everything I felt ,
nonstop ,
to barely making time to write .

I became even more critical of myself ,
feeling as though I was writing about the same 'ol thing .
the same 'ol .. [unimportant] thing .

I went from writing for myself ,
to writing what I thought people wanted to read .

& that turned into NOTHING .

why must I feel like people don't want to read what I have to express .
why do i care ?

i know blogspot couldn't of been merely a phase , ?

where else would i store thoughts that are overcrowding my brain?
pieces of paper?
pssht. mom would throw a fit.