blurp.

*exhales*
, school today was extremely tiring. the hours went by rather swiftly -to my liking- ,. before we pulled up into our driveway , all i can clearly remember is the fact that i was staring off into space , kind of like i was asleep *with my eyes open* lol. weird huh? & i can still hear mom saying , "aw, my poor baby's so tired."
i just realized i'll probably always be her "baby".. Even when i'm forty.
i was tired this morning too . I thought that going to sleep at nine was going to help me feel rejuvenated and energized. I was wrong.
i slept from nine to five , .. apparently that wasn't enough.
my internal battery was no where near "Charge Complete",.
This morning in class Dietmar [Dee-mar] kept talking uncontrollably ,
to the point where almost everyone wanted him to shut up.
of course, i was the only one who actually *verbally told him to stop talking.
& this is how i went about doing so:
[, I'm "E" *of course , & he's "D" ,.]
E: why are you talking so much?
aren't you tired?
D: uh , no .. why?
E: because your mouth is WORKIN'!!
*Class laughs* ,
(-as he shoots me a dirty look with a slight smile, I wink at him. *in response to the look)
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funny thing was that i didn't understand -until five seconds later- that I had made a joke.
his mouth literally was workin' it's hardest.
i felt a little bad because he got quiet immediately , & then didn't talk much for the rest of the morning ,.. that was until myself & a few others made comments on his silence.
i also noted that he was a 'bit more sensitive today than usual,.
&he said he was too tired for comebacks , which didn't make it AS fun ,.

during class this morning, i spent some of it texting a guy that i can't really classify as a friend.
he asked me a question that made me decide to stop texting him altogether.
i've been asked this question by three other guys previously , & i didn't appreciate being asked that same exact question , especially since this guy & i have no relations what-so-ever.
i may be young , but i'm smart enough to not let some [nigga] use me or take advantage of me.
,Erika respects herself way too much ,.