..and then you came across my mind ,.

- you've been in my life,

for all of two months.

-multiply that by 12

& you'd get two years.-

that's how long it feels like i've known you. -

you're special to me,.

i've told you this before.

-you're the first of your kind,

to take significant part in my life.-

and for that,

i love you even more.

from the beginning,

i had no intention

of getting to this point,

or any further .

-& not to mention ,-

..two months ago,
i didn't believe,
that you could

*somehow you knew you would*

take this kind of affect

on me.

there aren't many ,

if any ,

just like you ,.

from 'your style',

( your spontaneous appeal )

-the phrases you use,

( the ones that i steal ) ,-

all the way up to --

the way you make me feel.

it's crazy,

you see ,

how someone like you ,

could possibly love

someone like me.

it's hard,

but i still try,

not to think about you,

-as much as i do.

not to text you,

-as much as you'd like me to.

not to call you,

-as much as I want to.

it's hard,

but i still try,

not to remind you,

of how much i love you,

-as much as i feel like ,

i need to..

i know you're not ready right now baby,

i don't want you to be ,.

your mind isn't completely there,

and i'd rather we take it easy ,.

i look forward to being with you,

whenever "the future" decides to show it's face.

in the mean time,

i'll make sure my heart's in the right place.