Sometimes you make me smile.mp3

Sometimes
you make me smile.

"Where is my heaven?
Where can you be?
How do I get there?
Do I believe?
Where is my sunshine? Where is your light?
I wanna see you,
So you can make me smile."

Here I go again;
I'm not going crazy this time.
right now, I refuse to fall for you, again.
& I'm going to avoid letting anything get serious
for the time-being.

You won't let me go, it's obvious.
in & out of my life
you go.
& back in once again.

This go'round of our quite interesting affiliation
feels different ,
but somehow
in some ways seems like before.

I feel as though,
I'm maturing
by learning so much.
I am no longer finding myself
upset by the truth .
I laugh in it's presence.
I haven't quite mastered the
detection of lies in disguise of
the believable.
But I refuse to be naive,
falling for the things I once did.

But you,
you ...
I'm still attempting to figure you out.