so yea, i'm what you would call about to pour every little speck of my thoughts onto this post.

it's December 9, and from my perspective this year went by really fast. I can't seem to think of a purpose for 2008, but at least by the 31st, I'll have come to some conclusion of one. I wish I had complete say so over my life. Instead of having my parent's consent for every little thing. I wish I could live some place where art & creativity is appreciated throughout the whole area. Some place where judgements aren't quickly made. A place where prejudging doesn't exist. A place where a lot of things don't exist along with certain types of people. As of now I'm really confused. I like three guys currently , unequally of course , and I'm not about to choose one out of the three of them , for the simple fact of not wanting to. I don't want to. One likes me and multiple others i guess.. The other has liked me for quite sometime I'm just beginning to like, although he's a little older than me. & The last I'm not even supposed to like, but started liking after being unintentionally manipulated into forgetting about why I wasn't tryin' to like him in the first place. Oh well, I'll just let life continue and see who ends up where in my life. Is life really that similar to a movie? Each day is pre-scripted by one, knowing everything that's going to happen & take place on each particular day. Well, my movie hasn't reached it's turning point. It's funny how people look at me & think I have all my shit together, when really I don't. Shit, I don't know what they see when they look at me.