lesson learned.

today, i just learned so much.
so many lessons in a short period of less than 24 hours.


me and Tyler both figured some things out.
-guys no matter how "different" they seem, are still just like every other guy.
-according to her, the drama is now gone?
-people expect someone to like someone else just because of their title, or money.
-some people have a hard time opening up to people because they don't want to get hurt.
-some people also keep their guard up because they don't want to be taken advantage of.

then that little health seminar,
taught me some things.
but another thing also kinda made me mad.
oh well.
and there's a reason I've been irritable all day.
and i take it out on other people. =/
two reasons actually.

I'm glad Shina sees my point.
and said that she loves && trusts me.

I'm trying.
by summertime.
whatever i have to do to get there.
is mom going on the treadmill?
well, she needs to hurry up?

this is gonna sound fat but,
why does food make me feel happier?
and when i don't eat enough, or when i don't eat what i want i get irritated?

this weekend was a bore. . .
hopefully, (like i always say) tomorrow will be better.