i can't let go.

everyday,

i think of you.

i loved you then,
but now..
i think i'm ..
in love with you.

i wish you were mine again.

sweet, sweet memories of -
that day we spent together,
our first kiss .. & how we wanted so much more,
our late night conversations,
constant text messages,
those pictures of you in my phone,
our laughs,
your smile,
and the feeling of knowing that you were all mine.

i thought that i could get over you
just like all of the others i had to get over ..

but i can't.

about a week ago,
i challenged myself to see
if i was really over you.
i had no idea that a few pictures of you
would leave me in tears...
you told me that you still love me
which ruined everything
because now i think about you more and more..
-what we could have been if we were still together, the "promise" you made to me, what would happen if i saw you again..

it's impossible for me
to forget about you.

somehow, i wish i could.
because then it would be easier
for me to move on.