mutual silence.

two more books to read, two more journals to do.
i feel somewhat , -- partially .. accomplished.

on another note,
the relationship between me and one of my bestfriends is on the borderline of rockiness.
i try to connect with her , but it hasn't helped ever since
she claims that i "ignored" her for a period of time , & that we mutually weren't speaking.
how could officially be in the period of purposely not speaking when I had no clue that
she had her phone back , and deleted me from her facebook friends ?
nothing's mutual when i hadn't the slightest clue that we both were intentionally not speaking to each other.
friends now-a-days.
they assume , & act on it. -- in a childlike manner.

i still love her though..

all of this came to mind after i texted her ,& didn't receive a response ..
so what, we aren't speaking again?
lol.