eight.twentyone.

"I think I fell for you, from the day that you arrived into my life. I believe its true, when I look into your eyes. I see, love in your eyes. I see, love in your eyes. I see, love."

-floetry

it's one-something in the morning ,
so technically i'll be writing about 'yesterdays' events ,
-things that happened a few hours ago.
-i'll just say they happened 'today' .

'today' was well spent with an ex-lover ,
*a guy i used to talk to, one of few that couldn't let me go.*
..it rained unexpectedly, so after we got to his house , he gave me a pair of his old
high school gym shorts & a wife beater to wear , to feel more comfortable & relaxed.
we started watching sawIV, until his mom came home , & called me out to the living room
to meet her. she thought i was pretty , & she was rather nice.
he tried to say that she was only acting that way because i was there,.
i like her though.
we continued 'watching' the movie, & spent quality intimate time.
hours flew by, until his mom realized how late it was getting , & suggested that i call my house
to see what time i needed to be back.
after stopping at mcdonalds, he drove me home , walked me to the door , hugged my mom , etc.
& i continued with the rest of my night.

i can say now that after today, i can see why i fell for him before.
i've never felt that way about anyone. & i've never had anyone hold me like they care, the way he just did.
due to current circumstances, things could be different..
but they're this way for now.
our relationship is a difficult one to explain ,
but hopefully in the future, we'll figure it out.