XVI ,

Hear Ye! Here Ye!

Tomorrow is my birthday. =)

& for my own benefit
& for the sake of my own happiness & satisfaction ,
i'm going to mentally try
to make it special
even if it doesn't turn out to be.

i'll light my own candle,
blow it out
& then i'll make one wish .
that'll last for a lifetime.

my peers & friends are all like, "i'm gonna bring you thiss , that & the other"
let's see if they really live up to their words.

i'm trying my best to cope with my neck, back, & head pain ,
along with my current nausea, & fatigue.
i'm so used to these loyal companions that I sometimes forget they're there.
*dear lord, please let those doctors put their degrees to use Wednesday ,
make this appointment worth attending.*