Emotionally Scarred.

It's funny how girls like me depend on their feelings for a lot. It's funny how different things and past experiences can effect the way a person thinks and how they react to certain situations.

Here's a taste of the truth:

What I'm basically trying to say is that this is new for me. Most of the things that you sometimes tell me, I've heard before. And when I heard it, It turned out being a lie. Most of the things they told me to believe, I did, and it ended up counting against me in the long run.
I can't tell a good guy from a bad one because all the "good" ones now-a-days are actually well disguised.
If I question some of the things you say, be patient with me. And If I sometimes need to hear it again, It's because I have a hard time telling the truth from lies. Of most of the time It's because what's being said sounds good and a girl likes to hear that she's actually loved and appreciated from someone shes loves in return. And I'm sorry If I appear insecure or shallow.
If you're the person I'm gradually believing you are, then soon enough I'll fully believe everything that you tell me, without regrets. -...Soon enough.
I remember feeling this same type of happiness, when then it was artificial. This time I want it to be real and genuine.

I've been there.
Emotionally Scarred.

I love you. and I just don't wanna see you go.