Dear to Me. -You know who you are.

Distracted by the sound of The souls of Mischief.
But i need music,
to express
that of which I feel.

I've never been so speechless before.
about anyone.
about anything.
to the point where my thoughts can't collect.
and come together.
to form something as simple as an ode,
to you.

So i need a minute.
To reminisce on every time I've ever
smiled or
laughed
because of you.
to explain this happiness i feel
because everything bad
no longer exists.

This natural high.
That's becoming addictive.

With you, I share simple things
that the people closest to me
don't know
and haven't the slightest knowledge of.

With me, You can find being yourself
absolutely easy.
Because It's you that I feel connected to.
-not any type of front that
at times you may portray.

So close, so quickly.
My trust slipped out of my hands into yours.
Someone that understands
and can relate.

You ask what I call this?
Honestly, I don't even know.
It's a little bit of this.
And some what
too soon for that.

My mind wanders.
Lost in the thought of what's
so right.
and in the aspect of one, so wrong?
The wrong that's causing me
to hold back from everything I feel.

This thing for you is still growing.
perfecting.
My mind's racing.
Like I can't even describe.

You take me to a place
where everything's good.
so right and real.

I'll help you,
If you help me.
I'm wishing
and hoping.
that you'll be there for me.
regardless.

If at times,
I confuse you.
Please:
Be patient with me.

Give me time.
I want everything to go the way it's meant.

You're special to me.
Know that thus far.

"You're dear to me.
You know who you are."