it's killing me.

i can't stop thinking about you.
i want to talk to you.
&& hear your voice.

-it's killing me.

this must be how it feels when youre strongly addicted to something,
and you can't have it.
this must be how it feels, when you're trying to live without it.

when the craving's so strong.

i want the reassurance,
that you're thinking about me too.
and that I've been on your mind.
just as you've been on mine.
that you miss me, like I miss you.
that you need me, like I need you.
and that you love me, like...
[yeah. =/]

wow...
it even shocked you.

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.
over && over
that same tune has been playing in my head.
like a broken record that needs fixing.

i keep thinking about how you said that I don't know how important
I am in your life right now.
and that you don't ever want me to leave it.

i like how you prioritized me,
at the top of your list.

[exhale.]
almost three days down.
five left.