New feeling.

Cleaning this house got me beat. its so cluttered. and so many unnecessary things are the cause of that.

My cousins want to go to the whack mall, but i dont want to.
I just wanna do whatever, and be happy.

Did something for the first time today, it was pointless.

I have to finish vacuuming, before mom comes back.
I can't explain this feeling right now,
this one's new.

It's kind of like,
-sad?
-confused.
-anxious.
-nervous.
-tired.
-loweredselfesteemish.

all in one.
and i don't like it.

ohh well, back to work.