Family?

my family really isn't a family.
but i have one,
at least?

well,
i just know that i can't talk to them,
count on them,
depend on them,
or TRUST them

at all.

i have a number of cousins that i know very well,
but either never or hardily ever talk to.

i guess it's normal for families like mine to backstab
each other,
and lie on one another.

they stay in fights,
and there's always disagreements or drama.

which gets really annoying.

i just wish we could be closer.
like a REAL family should be.