My Epiphany // my wants&desires ,.

Today is so beautiful. The trees outside, blocking out the extreme heat, make everything even better. i felt happiness today. -a feeling I'd long forgotten. It's about time the sun truly shined. Life's definitely too short. You never know which moment will be your last. Why not spend it with people that make you smile? Why not spend it laughing hysterically, and smiling uncontrollably? That's what I wanna do. These things keeping me down are just a waste of time. Negativity's pointless. It's about time that I do things I've never done before. It's about time that I get over my fears. It's about time that I've realized all of this. Things don't make sense until you fully contemplate them. I wanna meet all kinds of people. I wanna be me. I wanna see the world, and take each experience as it comes,. I wanna stop dwelling on the past & look forward to a brighter future. I wanna show each person that I love & care about, my love & care. I wanna pour out my feelings, and have you reply a beautiful response. I wanna have the energy to be crazy & outgoing. I wanna take risks. I want confidence to take me far. I want to live up to my dreams. I want to discover them. I wanna come in touch with my Afrocentric side ( hence the curly bush I'm currently rocking :] ) Natural beauty is the most beautiful, in my eyes. I want to spend a day at the zoo with the elephants. I want to expand my elephant collection. I wanna be free :)