metropolis ,

a *ton of work ,
that weighs about two *pounds ,
-it's really not as much as it seems .

i'm extremely exhausted,
& it's only three o'clock.
-i think it's time for a nap.

my "bestfriend" isn't much of a bestfriend,
from now on, i'll call him
-friend. *(without the best)*

it's funny how
i thought i was ready for a relationship.
-but i'm still choosing between people.

tomorrow,
we're going to the movies.
-i wish i didn't do the same thing every weekend.

i'm beginning to wonder
why my *closest friends
-seem so *distant ,.

i want to go to a place
where no one would judge me
-so i can *stop hiding this secret :/

maybe it's a phase,
or maybe not.
-i wish i knew the answer.