school .. home .. love .. friends .. family .. ??

now that I'm hydrated I can focus .

No one really updates their blogs anymore ,
i myself, also fall into that category.
way back when I started this it seemed more exciting .
I guess I just have to find that excitement & start writing again ,
regardless of whether anyone reads this or not .

Wrapping up the school year ;
we only have something like three weeks left .
I haven't taken any finals yet . ugh .
I have to go to summer school July 6 - August 6
to take a class that I would rather take for one month
compared to one school year .
* and no i'm not a slacker , i'm just trying to get ahead =] *
I still can't figure out why everyone's trying to graduate early .
We're still gonna be considered "young" to others , regardless .
& then I can't understand why THE DUMBEST, NO POTENTIAL HAVIN' people
wanna graduate early.
I'll just remain confused.
The answer is beyond my understanding I guess .

So , that's the school aspect of my life ..
home's a little better than before I guess ?
the tension between me & this guy still makes my hair stand on it's ends ,.
I try not to care.

school .. home ..
love ?
wayy out of my nature :) lol.

school .. home .. love ..
friends ?
i recently
completely
lost one of my bestfriends ,
due to choice , life , highschool , his ego / cockiness / & new personality .
I'm not sad about it ,
not one little bit .
I don't lose any sleep over it .
It just wasn't meant to be.

school .. home .. love .. friends ..
family ?
blah .
they're fake , segregated , & cliqued up .
end of story =)

is that it ?