early thoughts. 6:52 a.m.

before i go to the busstop, i thought i'd blog a lil bit.
um, let's see, stuff goin' through my mind this morning, um..

well, i gotta carry 3 binders & one book to school. (no bookbag), freakin' online shopping! lol. it's not heavy tho, a bookbag would just be rather essential right about now.

i hate it when i can't tell if people are being sarcastic or not. & im still upset about last night.
i'll try to not think about you or any of that stuff, by having my mind on other things.

everyone's having relationship problems.
im not even in a relationship, and i have as many problems as someone who does.

oh well,
positive positive positive..

i really wish ledos delivered mann. =/ lol.

i really can't wait to be out of highschool.
we're all TRYING to act like adults; ...
i just can't stand this surrounding immaturity.
& these dumb guys & their games.

last night i felt a lil legal,
when dad told me to try this new beer he had brought.
it was alright. didn't taste "lemonade flavored" tho.

uhhh! im still thinking about your dumbass.
& this song lyrics that applies.

"sad and it's not fair. how you take advantage of the fact that i...
love you beyond the reason why. & it just ain't right."

maybe if i stop actin' so vulnerable. & toughen up.
or maybe?