a snack ,.

i should definitely be studying .
my last test before the final is tomorrow &
in fear of the final ,
i want to do well on this test .
but procrastination's a drug ;
the cause of my current high .
i live for life.
now that I think about it ,
instead of living ,
I'm just existing .
of course things aren't always gonna go the way i want them to ,
that's just the way it is.
i bet if I change my perspective ,
everything else will change in result .
negativity's so contagious.